Thursday, October 29, 2009

Endless Questioning in head

Is 4.30am.....have not experience insomnia for sometime. The last time of such experience was way way back last year....mid of feb or march...I think...

Apparently telling something or saying something is really hard...when you really don't know what to say or be certain of what you going to say........
Why would someone be so careful with what they say....is saying something really going to change everything? or maybe is better to say it out...

Yes, you are correct. Putting the things in heart is really torturous. Why would you keep it. There are some people who can say it out without much effort...without thinking so much...without taking into account what is going to say....period.

Maybe is best to put a stop to this. End it for sure. Live for that day and that day only. Be certain chances of saying it is really rare....wonder how long more until the second chances pops up.....or maybe it will never pop up. .....