The Five Stages

Dear Friends,

If you ever feel down, sad or even depress about your life, your work or even your current situation, dunt worry.....is all part of something call life. All of us will experience the five stages.

Just keep in mind................

Its........

Its weird....when you dunt know what to decide for yourself.
Its seems like everyone around you know what going on but yourself.
Its good if you can make decision without worrying the outcome.
Its would be great t if you can tell something without worrying the consequences.
Its would be best if you can be less rational and not making any planning for every little thing in your life.
Its would be excellent if there is Undo button in reality so I would try it........


Sincerely,
Me Myself and I.

What lies ahead

Apparently travelling alone can be fun/lonely/scary at times. In fact if you are travelling alone for work, the amount of effect can be double at times. Imagine you have not much people to talk to...except your client of course. But talking to client is kind of different compare to talking to your family or friends. There is just something you cannot share with them and the need to maintain your composure. After a hard and stressful day, you would always appreciate to be able to talk to someone, to share with them what you been through the day. It does make me understand something........

So far, I would say my trip last week for the palm oil mill production go-live is the toughest. Not to mention the amount of pressure in the day talking to the mill manager and his assistant, and the night preparing for tomorrow stuff in your room in the middle of a jungle.Anyway, of course its a great experience. Taking a few days of fresh air does make you feel more refresh though.

Huhuhuhu...my chalet for the week. Dunt look too bad. In the day of course.

There you have your cranky steel bed, a "dunt dare to look" mirror and table top for your lappy.
Of course some pretty nice scenery to look at while sitting at the bench outside.

Treeeeeesss!.... How can you missed trees when you are in the middle of the estate.
These long walkway towards the unknown is kind a common sight. Dare to take it or leave it alone.
Some fake mountain minus the water.
Some place for you to chill out if you are lost while wondering around.
Another fountain...minus the water. Honestly, this fountain is near my chalet. And I pass by it every night. I only took this photo on the last night after a long long long decision.

Dunt ask why.

Roads not taken

Is 7 on a Sunday Morning now and I woke up. Sunday suppose to be a day where you should sleep till your brain drops and you head numb. But it seems that I am losing more sleep over the weeks. Wondering how long this going to last.

Probably I should said, it begins since last 2 week where my travel spree begin. Merlimau (somewhere between Melacca and Johore) end user training. Supposing an 2+ hour ride only took me 1 1/2 hour. It gives me a feel on hows travelling on a proton wira at 170kmh. My team lead said I am like hanging on to my dear life holding the car handle and not take some small nap during the journey. I like fast cars, drive fast myself at times, but I am just not comfortable travelling fast in a car not driven by me.

Anyway, Merlimau training supposing my first work-travel-overnite. Staying at the estate guest house. I must admit I am abit skeptical at first, preparing for the worse, for houses with creaking sound or and sort of abandon house. Apparently I am wrong. It actually a quiet decent and well manage then any 3 star hotels.



The living room where we watch some snowy channel while eating durians offer by kind Sime KPO.

Lucky clean bed sheets.


We are not working. Just charging handphone.

24/7 Auxiliary police keeping us feel safe.

Reach back from Merlimau. Next stop within the next day Genting overnite. This time is my own training/education event. While going up, I feel dizzy and wanted to throw up. my hands and legs were numb like they dunt belong. Luckly I dint not, not on people brand new car anyway.

Apparently, theres nothing much you can do at Genting if you are not a kid or a God of Gambler. Yes. It apply to me.

The trainer asked. What is the first ever profession. Someone was quick to answer. Prostitution. Apparently it is wrong according to him. He said consultant were the first. Base on the bible where Adam and Eve were influence by the Satan to eat the apple. The job of a consultant is to influence others to do things that he wanted to do but he is asking someone to do it.Swt. I think GBS is full with Satan. hahaha.

Nice scene while going down. This time I am taking the front seat~!

Okay. I am very much awake now. Haiz.

Something Call Life

Yesterday was a great day, playing badminton is still at the top of my sport list. Running, jumping, arm swing all in one sport. How much fun can that be. The most important part is, it is one of those sport that don't require any body contact. At least you don't need to "cheong" ball from people which something I suck the most (due to my slow response) and dude and gals can play it together.

Soon after that, during lunch we have some great meals and some nice chat among ourselves digging dark secret from the deepest corner of peoples life. Hah~!. Only soon I realize,how much everyone has grow up and our topic has changed over the years. Is all about relationship, marriage, giving birth, who have how many kids..........

Hate to admit that age has finally catching up fast on me, burden and responsibility is greatly lies on my shoulder. Is really time to put things down and stop bothering about tiny little things no more.............

and start archiving something in life................

for this stage at least

How to seduce a girl.........

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Resistance

This week is all about John Conner. Last weekend after watching Salvation, I cant help it but to do a marathon of the series for the whole week to refresh my memory. After all, the series dated back 2 decade ago. 

Watching back the first movie back in 1984, it somehow more like a horror movie then a action movie. Seeing how Senator Arnold screw out his eye and ditch it in the water like a disposable contact lens. Hunting down helpless human with the unstoppable force. But somehow in 2009, Salvation is a "U" movie. Seems like is more friendly to the audience.

*Spoiler Ahead*

Even in the setting of year 2029, where cyborg with living tissue wrap around a exoskeleton...something never change. Sony Vaio still a top brand even John Conner used it to locate his father, Kyle Reese. And I laughed in the cinema, when seeing a terminator who caught upside down shot at his own feet to free himself. But anyway, is a enjoyable movie better than WOLVERINE....bleh~!

If you're reading this......you are the Resistance...........

How cool is that....................................